Hi, I’m back. This is the first time I have turned my laptop on in four days and what an emotional four days it has been. Most of the time my emotions are stable but then all of a sudden a downer creeps up on me and I am in tears. I am aware that this is totally normal after loosing my Dad, but it doesn’t make it any easier. But I also know that I have to look after myself, by treating myself like my very best friend. Dads funeral was on Friday and it was very sad but also very nice. I put together a group of photos of him with the song “You’ll never walk alone” by Gerry and the Pacemakers. It was an extremely sad song and had most of the visitors in tears, which is exactly what I wanted. I decided I didn’t want Rachel and me to be the only two crying. I was really glad when the day had ended, now I can concentrate on life and what ever it brings.
“Davine Time” update – Yes I still have tried to fit some ME TIME into my day. It has been a lot of looking at the Winter Olympics in Vancouver. Now I don’t know how many people will agree with me but I just love watching the “Curling”. I haven’t come across anyone else who enjoys it, but oh well I do. My other most favourite of the games is the ice-hockey. I have loved watching ice-hockey since we lived in Canada. I will definitely be up early tomorrow morning to watch the Grand Final game between Canada & USA.